| a bump in the road |
[Dec. 30th, 2004|03:56 pm] |
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| | Remebering how my Grandpa called me Sunshine | ] |
hey everyone, it's been awhile. well i wish that i could write to you coming with wonderful news...well i guess i do have some of that, so i will write about that as well. hope ya'll are doing great!
well, christmas was soo good. it was really nice getting to spend Christmas Eve with Danny mom's side and then Christmas day with his dad's. Dan and i are together again and all is well in that area...
well the not so good news follows Christmas...Christmas day was also so good because i got to see my grandparents. and i guess that that was God telling me to make that day special cause something might happen. And on Wednesday, December 29, 2004 my grandpa died. Yes, it is something that we have been waiting for but not yet really ready for. Things are going pretty well considering the situation. But i have never lost anyone close to me...and well, it's an experience. I miss him with all of my heart. He was a wonderful man that never spoke a harsh word. With all of my heart i love you grandpa, thank you for making my grandma the happiest woman on earth. 64 years together, that is truly amazing. She was his "Sunshine" and i was his "Little Ray of Sunshine". I know that he is in a better place right now, getting ready to see my grandma. And they will meet and be happy together once again. Before he died, he looked up at my grandma and said, Sunshine, I love you. And then she said we'll be in Heaven together soon. He smiled and then an hour later he was gone. What amazing closing words. Something that she will remember all of her life.
Grandpa I miss you with everything and I want to thank you for everything that you have done for me. You were such a wonderful person. I love you so deeply and your memories will always be carried next to my heart. Sweet dreams, and I can't wait to see you again. Love you Grandpa! |
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[Dec. 15th, 2004|11:28 am] |
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| | Jylll singing the "Swan Princess Theme Song" | ] |
school needs to be over! no kidding! i can't stand it anymore! oh, but one good thing is that i just got a big fat A on my accounting test! yay yay! go caity, it's your birthday, not really, party anyway! so i have nothing else to say! oh yeah! i love my life! |
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| My oh my.... |
[Dec. 13th, 2004|11:30 am] |
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Well last night kind of sucked, well no so much last night as just did yesterday...i had to do something that i really wasn't happy with and it hurt someone that meant a lot to me...so that always sucks. but i hope that things will move on and we will be able to be friends later. i think they will work out. so yeah, yesterday got kind of good though, we got to decorate the house and then i went out to eat with brandon and jered, they ate and i watched! lol as always. and then Dan got to come over and he helped me with some homework. Oh!! Before all of that i went to watch the choir sing and milwaukie was right before them....ha ha ha. i don't know what to say. their dresses were....well they looked like they were ready to entertain...maybe not for a music concert but for sure something. not trying to be too rude, because i'm sure that they didn't have any say in what they were wearing...well let's pray that they didn't because that would be really interesting. lol. oh well, they were good for what they had.
Oh, a little note. i want to thank Danny for the email that you wrote me. it meant a lot and i will never forget it. thanks for everything.
Well Christmas break is coming up very soon and there is so much to do!!! This saturday i'm going to my aunt and uncle's to celebrate christmas early. and dan gets to come! my family is awesome! soemthing that i'm not all that happy about is that we were going to be going to boston jsut to see the blue man group...my stepdad loves doing things really big. but we changed it and now we are going to Chicago. i'm kind of excited, i would rather not go, but nothing that i can do about that now. normally i would stay with dan and his family but he is with his dad then and that wouldn't work. i'll see what happens with everything, maybe my brother wont be around and it wont work out....that would be okay with me. boarding isn't going to be as good as i thought that it would be this year....stupid weather. still, it will be fun to go up there for sledding. this christmas is going to be really really good, i just have a feeling...there is going to be a lot of family and all that wonderful stuff. and this year there is going to be a little addition to the family christmas dinner. and that would be Jered! yay. it will be alot of fun. he doesn't really have anywhere else to go for christmas so my mom decided to invite him over for dinner. and it will be fun, and i think that i get to see Danny on christmas day too, i might ask if i can stop by to say hi and all of that...i'm not sure when i will be having christmas with him this year. NOt sure, i need to talk to coralyn cause we always have it at his house. oh well. i need to go to class now...the bell will ring shortly. |
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[Dec. 10th, 2004|01:33 pm] |
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Last night at the grotto was awesome! You guys all did really really well. It was so much fun, i got to go and listen to all the choirs and then i got to walk around and look at Christmas lights with Danny and his family, and my dad came so that made for a nice change of things. Jered had a solo last night...and it was...well...AMAZING! He is one awesome guy! And i got to see Adam, Katie, Danielle, and yes, more people i'm just forgetting!
Okay, i know that this is really kind of stupid and it seems like everyone is doing it right now, but i'm going to do it too. I'm going to comment on the people that are a huge part of my life right now or are just awesome friends!
Danny- My other half. *Come What May* And i mean it completely! You are my strength and my foundation. I love you with all of my heart. Thank you for always being there for me i have no idea where i would be without you...or if i even would be here. You are trhe best friend that anyone could ever have asked for and i owe my life to you. Always be amazing, always love to your fullest extent, and never lose your awesome ability to care for others! You're my *Tom* always and forever always and forever always and forever.
Brett- No matter what you say...my Bear! Thank you for being you. I know that you are yourself around me and that is so hard to find. Your personality is great and your character outstanding. No matter what i always know that you will be there for me and that just makes everything better. Thank you for everything, you are one of my best friends. I love you.
Jered- Wow, things have been rocky...and well sucky, but you came through and we both made it. Thank you for things that i can't explin, i don't know what exactly but i know that you have helped. I think i just had an apostrophy!!
Chad- Hey hey bud! Lover! Oh my goodness gross. 300lbs...i will never forget that. Thank you for sticking with me and just trusting that things will turn out for the better, because no matter what the outcome i never want to lose your friendship. Stay awesome!
Kimberly Anne- I love that! Okay, sorry Kim. Daners forever! We have to be the hottest people out there when we run! You are a great person...and i love your friendship and i will always be there for you, no matter what. I'm sorry about everything that you have had to go through the past few months, i understand that that can suck. But stay focused and thank you for not being a *girly* girl friend! lol!
Peter- What to say?! THANK YOU SO MUCH! I owe you for whatever you've done...i know that it's something!I love ya bud!
Ben- Well like Dan, it was werid not being sure of you last year, and i regret it. You are an awesome person that cares so much about others! And i love your friendship! Thank you...you inspire me, you truely do! Stay wonderful, i am always here for you!
Adam!! You should be up there, sorry. But you are so great. thank you for helping me through these past few weeks, i don't know what i would have done without your friendship and wonderful advice. Just remember whenever you are down just...BOUND and keep BOUNDING! I loved that movie. Some day when you are really poor just come to me and i will give you those 2 ATM dollars!
Courtney! You are great, soo soo soo funny! And your voice...i love it! Thank you for everything!
Nate- NATE! BUD! You are so funny. Thanks for the friendship, i love ya! Watch out for the glass door, it's a tricky one.
James- YOu are so important to me! I want to hang out with you so we can get all close like this past summer! It was so neat to get to know you! You are a very special and talented person! Never ever!.... forget that!!!! Love ya bud!
Alex- You're.... A GREAT PERSON! Sorry about everythign in the past. It's over and i think you are a wonderful friend!
There are more people, I know it...but i'm really tired..so i will come back later and finish. |
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| Life! |
[Nov. 29th, 2004|10:40 pm] |
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Well today was an okay day. It was really long though. But that's okay. Well anyways...what happened you're asking?! Well i got up and had to go feed my dog like early early because i was at Danny's and i had to get back to get ready for school...and it took forever.
Sunday night was an interesting one. It was good though. I got to talk to Dan...which was something that i really needed...and it was good. um, i don't have a lot to say now...i have sooo much homework!
until later...
*Tom* you are the best friend ever! Tom and Huck forever! |
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| slowly but surely.... |
[Nov. 27th, 2004|03:01 pm] |
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| | Dan's family putting up Christmas lights....yay! | ] |
well this weekend has been an interesting one...at least life is good. nothing is really going wrong right now. i mean there are always those little things, but besides that...nothing. i do though sometimes wonder if thing could get better? i mean if you are happy and all that and you feel the best that you have...is there a chance that things could get even better. i mean there is always room for improvement...
oh, something good that happened...i met a really awesome guy. i don't know what's really going on though...and he doesn't go to my school so that will make it kind of weird for awhile. it's going to be something that i'm really going to need to work at. i really think he will bring me closer to God, which will be really good for me. anyways, let's pray that that situation works out.
ok i lied up top...life kind of sucks now...but it's getting better...
well i got to go to the zoo on friday! it was really awesome. i went with dan's family...lol, wow andrew and douglas are really annoying. but i love andrew!! he is like the coolest kid ever. kim and ben should be coming over to dan's house today to watch Dirty Dancing with us! it will be fun! then we might play the Dirty Game! haha...good times!
well i need to go take a shower and then dan and i are going to go run some errands..and i need to go home and take care of my dog. today is my mom's birthday! the big 50! so they went to Las Vegas and i get to be here....so that means i get to wake up way early to drive home and let the dog out every morning! poor dan has to sleep out in the living room cause there is no room for him anywhere else. at least i don't have to share a room...that would suck!
well i'm going to go take a shower because i think that that will make me feel MUCH better! have a good day everyone!
i can't wait for a phone call!... |
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